Happiness with a side of Mudane

22nd April 2012

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Day Two: Nine Things About Yourself

1. At this point in my life I feel like I know myself better than I ever have. And I have the most confidence I’ve had in a long time.

2. I’m really open about myself, because I don’t care what anyone thinks about me.. unless I have an attraction towards them.

3. I’ll tell you straight up what I think about you if you ask.

4. It’s hard for me to dislike people, because excepting people flaws comes so naturally, but I can name at least one thing I dislike about everybody.

5.The thing I took most from kindergarten and what I live by everyday is I feel you should treat people how you would want to be treated, if you wouldn’t want someone to do something to you, why would you do it to them?

6. Living by treat people how you would like to be treated bites me in the ass sometimes, because I can be overly nice to people to the point they think it’s okay to use me. I guess it’s because I’m overly giving, and when someone asks me for something, I give it to them, because if I were to ask for something I’d want them to give it to me, but it seems like most people don’t even help others even if it’s something small. It makes me not want to do anything for anyone, so nobody can take advantage of my “niceness”, I think I’ll just cut down, and try to balance how much I do for a people.

7. I’m usually happy all the time, because I don’t see a reason not to be, why would you waste time not being happy. I say usually, because I have depression that comes and goes. It hardly ever comes, but when it does it hits me hard and I have to just be alone and sit through it, but I usually talk myself out of it within a week. My sister also helps me through it a lot. I don’t know what I’d do without her.

8. My favorite thing about life is the fact you never know what will happen, it may seem mundane, but think about it, anything could happen. I could go outside and find something or someone that can change my life forever.

9. I do a lot of “bad things” things you wouldn’t talk about with your grandma or things that are illegal, but I’m still not bad, I’m a good girl. Or at least I am with my morals. I guess that doesn’t really make sense, so here is an example. I have a drug dealing fuck buddy who gets tons of bitches, he’s really nice in my opinion, but that’s not the point, even though it may sound stupid, even though he doesn’t commit to me and probably never will, I commit to him and can’t morally sleep with anyone else. Like even though I’m screwing a player drug dealer, I’m not a hoe. I hope I explained that right.

9.5. I added another one, because I really wanted to talk about my love of psychology and have a really big want to learn about the human mind, and why people do the things they do.